This has not been my week.
Have not been able to sleep since Friday.
I want to fucking dissolve into the ground and become the soil we walk on.
I wanna stay home and just not leave my room for the rest of the week
Everything fell apart today. But maybe it’s my fault for getting so attached. I don’t know what to do with myself
How does somebody go from being so seemingly happy and great to be around to wanting to get rid of you just like that
I hate myself for fucking everything up. I’m a boring shitty person and now I’ve lost the person who means the most to me. This is what heart break feels like. God damn it.